我爱你的妈妈英语（爱你的妈妈英语落款）

小时候妈妈会天天给我买各种新鲜水果吃，多到我吃不完，甚至有时候会放在那里坏掉。

我从来没想过钱的事情，直到刚上大学那年，花三十多块买了一小袋提子，回宿舍打视频问妈妈我是不是被坑了，才知道实现水果自由有多难。

可当时我吃妈妈买的水果，已经吃了整整二十年。

我爱我妈妈。

When I was a child, my mother would buy me all kinds of fresh fruit every day, so much that I couldn't finish it, and sometimes it would break there.

I never thought about money. I didn't know how difficult it was to realize fruit freedom until I spent more than 30 yuan on a small bag of raisins when I first went to college, went back to my dormitory and asked my mother if I had been cheated.

But I had eaten the fruit my mother bought for twenty years.

I love my mother.

每隔一阵子就会莫名其妙觉得好累，出门累社交累，说话打字也累。

就是没有原因的想摆烂，忍不住要叹气，想逃离所有的人际关系，觉得这一切都没意思透了。

Every once in a while, I feel very tired for no reason. I'm tired of going out, socializing, talking and typing.

I just want to be rotten for no reason. I can't help sighing and want to escape all interpersonal relationships. I think all this is boring.

确实不会再跟以前一样，把什么心里话都往外说了。

越长大越发现，成长其实是个逐渐沉默的过程，很多想表达的意思，最后莫名其妙就被扭曲了，然后产生了各种误解和偏见。

于是时间久了，便长了记性，干脆自己说给自己听吧。

It really won't be the same as before, saying everything from the bottom of my heart.

The more you grow up, the more you find that growth is actually a process of gradual silence. Many of the meanings you want to express are distorted inexplicably, and then there are all kinds of misunderstandings and prejudices.

So after a long time, you have a long memory. Just tell yourself.

长大一岁 ，就解锁一千一万个新的痛苦。

When you grow up one year old, you unlock eleven thousand new pains.

以前总觉得“时代”这个词很遥远，但这两年越发觉得，它看起来似乎和我们每个个体没关系，但实际上如同一张无形的大手，缓慢又无声地影响着所有人的命运。

宏观上发生的每一件看似遥远的大事，最终一定会分化转换后砸到我们头上。

In the past, I always felt that the word "era" was far away, but in the past two years, I feel more and more that it seems to have nothing to do with each of us, but in fact, it is like an invisible hand, slowly and silently affecting the fate of everyone.

Every seemingly distant event in the macro will eventually fall on us after differentiation and transformation.

在家吃完饭收了一家人的碗去洗，妈妈很高兴地跟我说谢谢，那一瞬间我真难过，无地自容。

因为她根本不应该说谢谢，就好像我帮她做了什么一样。

而事实上，洗碗从来就不是专属于她的事。

我原来不懂，懂了以后，这句“谢谢”真让我无地自容。

After dinner at home, I collected the family's bowls to wash. My mother was very happy to say thank you. At that moment, I was really sad and ashamed.

Because she shouldn't say thank you at all, just like I did something for her.

In fact, washing dishes has never been exclusive to her.

I didn't understand it. After I understood it, this "thank you" really made me ashamed.

小时候常常想当一个大人多好，长大后应该就没那么多烦恼了。

没错，长大后确实没什么烦恼了，因为堪称烦恼的事情一个一个都进化成了灾难。

相比之下，烦恼这个词显得太温柔太微不足道了。

When I was a child, I often wanted to be an adult. When I grow up, I should not have so much trouble.

Yes, there is really no trouble when you grow up, because what can be called trouble has evolved into disaster one by one.

In contrast, the word worry seems too gentle and insignificant.

不同年龄段的许愿：

5岁：我想要玩具；

15岁：我想要手机；

25岁：我想要钱，或者明天上班之前死掉。

Wishes of different ages:

5 years old: I want toys;

15 years old: I want a mobile phone;

25: I want money or die before I go to work tomorrow.

看了很多年的《快乐大本营》停播了，其实我不算很难过，因为我很久不看了。

但我难过的点在于，我感觉我回忆里的东西就真的一点一点在消失，好像这些年所有发生的事情都在告诉你你已经长大了。

After watching "happy camp" for many years, I'm not very sad because I haven't seen it for a long time.

But my sad point is that I feel that the things in my memory are really disappearing bit by bit, as if all the things that have happened over the years are telling you that you have grown up.

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